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20 years old; Lesson learned

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Yesterday, I had a dream.  I met my late friend, we're using spurs jerseys. When I look at his eyes, I said "Dly, are you tired?", and He stoned, not nodding, nor shaking his head either.   I woke up to understand that there was an actual spurs match last night.  Papa come back and shared a story of how his friend, had a stroke, and his other friend got a cut-off for the inability of the office to pay him. His daughter, has the same age as mine, needs to sell pulses to help her parents provide the daily living. Of course, not a chance for her to continue her study.  My mom sit in front of me, said my cousins, which his parents divorced, ask for some admission fees to get into a state college. Also, in our business place, my mom said, the cashier, the helper, was at the age of me and my sister, need to work to provide their life. That night when I come to the office, one of them said that they studying English for the national exam. My eyes are teary, I came back home to e
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reflection. (write drunk, unedited- overshared feelings.),

if you feel uncomfortable no need to finish   "(input your friend name) is started a new position as (cool position) at (cool organizations & company), (say congrats)"! liked. congrats! "learn about creating an astonishing CV that would make your future HR eyes, glimpsed" liked. saved. heaped up.                and those other tips, hacks, lessons, memes, cool threads from such background, newest gossips and all and all and all. living in this moment was great, and not, at the same time. I questioned my path, yep, I just decline 4 offers as deputy, which is I don't know why I did this, ya, I know I try to figure myself out, and at the same time got rejected from 2 organizations, probably for the other 2 too (look like I am not an eligible candidate on those positions or at least to fit in as even a mentee, in a simpler word, I am not capable enough on doing that, which I finally found out it better enough for me to get rejected that way, rather than crying f
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recall.

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[today last year] hari ketika semua pengumuman ptn & ptk udah diumumin and i failed all of it. i decide it to walk~ yep i walk 10km keliling jogja. entah apa yg aku pikirkan, cuma pengen take time dan bernafas setelah bbrp bulan energiku terserap mikirin mau apa lagi habis ini. niatnya ke stationaries store (toko merah) since i love stationaries and i thought it could heal me. mulai deh petualangan. ternyata sepanjang ke toko merah, aku ketemu malioboro, titik nol, nyaris nyasar ke sarkem wkwkwwkw. (you guys know sarkem itu kaya, hm, sorry, tmpat prostitusi gt hashtag mana aku tau di gmaps katanya itu tourists attraction??) tp gajadi kok karna aku kelaperan jd makan es di ketandan, ke taman pintar dan main di tempat anak anak, ketemu rel kereta api yg udah ga dipake, lewat jalan yg isinya jual piala semua, and stuff yang sambil jalan jadi moment recall tersendiri buat aku. mungkin selama beberapa bulan itu aku sibuk dan lupa, lupa kalo i always deserved to be happy all
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sbmptn & gap year.

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helo folks! welcome to my blog. ( iya yang kalian liat screenshot-nya di twitter zenius ) sebelumnya maaf telat nge-post karena lumayan sibuk ngumpulin berkas buat daftar ulang hehe, maklumi ya. oh iya karena lumayan banyak yg nge-DM, pertanyaannya kurang lebih sama jadi kurangkum disini yaa btw ini ya list frequently asked question kalian 1.  Tips belajar sbmptn & cara membagi waktu 2. Plus minus bimbel online vs bimbel offline 3.  Penting ga sih gap year? ada pertimbangan khusus ga sih yang harus dipikirkan? Tips Gap year dong! 4. Nilai UTBK minimal buat masuk PTN ternama aku bakal jawab satu-satu, semua jawaban disini adalah pure jawaban dari pengalaman yang aku tahu & aku lakuin, jadi difilter sendiri ya yang cocok dengan kondisi kamu :) jadi, silahkan disimak dengan baik yaa. ( mau skip ke pertanyaan yang kalian pengen tau langsung jg gapapa sih, so enjoy ) okay, ke pertanyaan pertama ya. tentang belajar sbmptn #1.  Tips belajar SBMPTN da
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